Needed Me

A Story by Lol Thats Life

Don't underestimate me as a person

You didn't get into your dream college and so i came by to check up on you something you would never do for me. I did this because others could not get the job done of helping you and being there for you or cheering you up and so they came to me and i came to you and ended up at your house afraid of what might happen afraid of the outcome. I knelt to the ground as you sat in your chair and i had asked you and you told me you didn't get in. I bluntly responded with an “ I did ”. I stared at your face as you began to grow teary eyed you looked miserable you looked helpless and heart broken, you looked as if this was your life, you looked as if someone close and dear had died. But for some reason you didn't look ugly, i didn't want to say ha-ha, i didn't want to laugh either, my smile dissipated, and all i could feel was sadness too, all i could feel was remorse, all i could do was just be there for you. And so strangely enough i lent you a shoulder one to cry on, one to hold, one rest upon, one to lean on, one to smile at and know that you are safe because no matter what that heart will always be there for you and only you, i mean shoulder. So i took you into my arms, i grasped you into my embrace, and held on to you the way you never would for me, i held you tightly knowing that you needed me, that i was the only one who could potentially help. I talked to you, i felt sad for you, and i held you, yet i didn't get enough or anything else, but closure that you needed me but i will never need you, and i guess that's fine, i'm fine. I just wished that someone would do the same for me, but i know my time has yet to come and that it would be marvelous…. So i guess thank you and you are welcome.