Happy Valentines Day

There is more than just one type of Valentines Day

“If the world seemed unique would i still be unique in your eyes, or would i be just another girl, just another boring girl without the ability to capture your eyes to capture your heart to capture your love to capture , you. I want to capture you and i want you to capture me, i want you to capture my beauty my love my heart my, my, my. I just want you i want you to love me and hold me and say my name call me your princess call me yours. And i love you and yet no matter how many times i say or pronounce it or show you or throw your way or tell you or write it, you still just somehow don't know, and that makes me angry that makes me pissed, i love you, i love you, i love you, but what about me.” He stared at her as she struggled with the harsh reality. He tried to hold her but she only turned away pushing him further and further away to the dark. Her tears came in as if all this time she has been holding back all her emotions, her fears.

“I’m sorry...” she looked up at him in disgust , and said

“ you're sorry, sorry is not going to help me, sorry is not a band aid that you can just throw onto a wound , a hole caused by a bullet from a shotgun,i. I. i.”

“...i dont know what else to do”

“Do nothing, because thats all youve been doing, do nothing and ill do something.” She began to walk away and left him to drown. He stared at her as she walked away and could only mutter under his breath

“ Happy Valentines Day.”