Significance Journal 11.03.15

I feel as though my expectations were raised to such an extent that it induced possessive traits in me without me suspecting it, maybe it is natural, but logically to me it was unseen.  In my expectations I have found myself disappointed, though I'm not sure if it naturally logical or possessive.  

I have become quite uneasy at this revelation and have continued to ponder on this thought and have come to a somewhat comforting solution, her welfare.  

I find in the intimate discussions that she purports to speak truth in, there is a lack of its' essence being practice.  Its' principles are felt in general, but its' guiding force is not realised.  Maybe I have come to find too much in her but I fail to sincerely see the dismay.