Honesty

Something I crave, hunt for and so easily obtain is also something I can not afford to give.  Slowly I'm realising the power of the struggle I've embraced willingly, watching what has been forged logically reveal itself as inapposite.  I am beginning to describe the development of this secondary stage Husk 2 and am also recognising my early and troubling developments as Husk 1.  As I move into Husk 3, I am wondering to myself what happens to Husk 2, who do I reveal the truth to, if at all I do even reveal a truth.  I can see that the truth would benefit all those consumed by my presence, but for the reason of not revealing it in the first place I cannot.