Is She Really Gone?

Is she really gone?

My little sister

is that door really closed?

Can I still open it?

I've tried and I've tried

To get her back

But pushed away has been the end result

I didn't mean to lose her

I didn't mean to lash out

I didn't mean to f**k it up

I didn't mean to break her heart.

Sis if you read this

Please know

I f*****g miss you!

Are you really gone?

If I knock on that door

Will you open it up

Will you take me back

Please Fenix

What can I do

to get my little sister back?

Author's Note

Fenix Flight! I have tried everything! sis I miss you! JUST TALK TO ME! Tell me that I can do to gain your trust back and to have you back in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you know me inside and out! You know how much I hate begging but here I am! Begging you! Please forgive me