Magnum

Alright so when I was  10 I was heading on a VERY dangerous path. Hell I was already getting hooked on Cocaine. I was at my limit at TEN years old.

Lost my family at 6

went to foster home after foster home from the ages of 7-9

until I finally got fed up at being tossed away that I ran away. it was around then that I was introduced to Cocaine by some kids who lived on the streets.

 

When I was 10 years old this guy who was only 15 years old saw me outside of a gas station that said "need money No food" he stopped read my sign then went inside. I thought none of it because alot of people had been doing that all day but NO one had given me money. About maybe 20 minutes later the guy came back out. With 8 bags full of food, Sandwhiches, Chilly cheese dogs that the gasstation is famous for, bags of chips, soda, can goods like spegettios anf beefaroni that the top didnt need a can opener. Holy s**t my mouth started watering. he dumped it all at my feet. I remember clearly what he told me

 

 " Heres some food. I aint given you money, you'll just spend it on drugs. "

 

I just stared at him and tore open a bag of chips stuffing it all into my mouth. Forgetting the guy was there.

 

   "How old are ya kid?"

 

 I told him I was 15 he laughed his a*s off and told me not to bullshit him. he was 15 and I didnt look nearly that old. I looked like I was 12. I finally told him I was only 10. He got pissed and smacked me upside the head

 

  "Are you f*****g stupid! ten and already on drugs!!"

 

 I told him I wasnt but he knew I was lying. He asked what type. I got defensive and punched him asking him why he even gave a f**k. he just smacked me across the face. I was F*****g PISSED!!! here was this stranger that gave me food and was now yelling at me and hitting me. I wanted to beat the s**t out of him! I guess he could tell because he just backed away. He told me to meet him here the next day and turned around and left. He got into a car that looked like a piece of s**t adn drove off.. HOW he was driving at only 15 I didnt know or cared. All I knew was I had a s**t ton of food!!!! I could sell some of it to get the coke I wanted and needed. I wasnt going to Come back. Not after that f****r smacked me around like a kid. I wasnt a kid. I was a man!

 

BUUUUUUUUT the next day I was already out of food cuz I had sold most of it for drug money. I Needed food. For real this time. So What did I do? I went to the gas station and waited for the guy to come back. He probably wouldnt. But the way he was acting yesterday made me think he would. And guess what? That son of b***h came back! He walked into the gas stationwithout so much as a glance at me. He comes out and threw a sandwhich at me telling me to eat. I ate it in about three bites, practaclly choking on it I was eating so fast.

 

 Then before I was even done swollowing that last bit that jackass PICKED ME UP! He threw me over his shoulder and laughed as I kicked and punched and swore at him. He threw me into his  car and peeled out of the gas station parking lot. Heh I tried ot crash the car to get away. Didnt work. He jsut slapped me across the head and kept driving.

 

We drove up to a small house. and he again threw me over his shoulder and walked into the house. He walked up stairs with me STILL on his shoulders! and threw me into a room. LOCKED THE F*****G DOOR ON ME!!!!!!!!!!! I kicked and punched and swore and screamed! I was so f*****g pissed off. Who did this f*****g douchbag think he was? Kidnapping me! I wasnt scared just pissed the f**k off!!! I Was also getting jittery. My high was wearing off, I needed a fix. F**K I didnt have anything left from last ngiht!

 

     That f*****g prick left me in that room all day all night and into the next day. I was weak. I needed a fix I needed food I needed sleep. there was a bed in the room and I allowed myself to curl up on it. I was to weak to stand anymore and the floor was starting to hurt my a*s. I dont know how long he kept me in there BUt FINALLY the f*****g door opened. I was to weak to run out. He walked in and the smells of real food hit me. I opened my eyes and saw him standing over me with a tray of PIZZA!!!!! I grabbed that so fast and stuffed my face. He started to laugh and sat at the edge of the bed. Told me I could Leave and he would never bother me agian. OR I could stay and he would Protect me feed me and give me a place to live. that this could be my home my room. But if I walked out the door would be closed For good. No coming back no second chance. He left then and said that he would let me decide. He left the door open for me.

 

                             Thats How I met Magnum..

 

I stayed. and he did what he said he would do. The only Thing He never could help me with was my Addiction. I was hooked For Years. Until a very specail girl came into my life and helped me become clean. But that was years later when I was 23.

 

But Magnum Or Mags as we call him now He became like a father figure. Yeah he is only 5 years older then me but so what? when I got older he was more like an older brother. I love him like family. For the longest time he was the only family I had. In the first year I learned that he was Full blooded Russian Born over there and himi and his family came here to America when he was 8 years old. When He was 14 his parents wanted to go back to Russia but he didnt. SO he got emancipated. (Oh did I mention that him and his family are f*****g RICH!!) so they let him, they baught him a house and set up a bank account for him to live off of abnd they moved back to Russian and he stayed here. A year after that he met me and well I told you all about that. By the time I was 9 I already knew Japaneese (I'm Japaneese to begin with its my first langauge) English ( second languuage) Spanish (one of my foster familys spoke fluent spanish) and when I met Mags he tought me russian. So by the time I was 11 I knew like 4 different languages. over time I learned the rest (chineese, french, polish {my favorite besides japaneese} Portugues (lots of people in my area speak it, and German) So yeah I'm 24 now and I know 9 langagues fluently. I have a lot of time on my hands.

 

But this story is about Mags not me.

 

The other day August 6th 2014 He was riding his Harley davidson and it started to down pour. It was raining to hard and he couldnt see where he was going. He crashed his bike and wraped it around a tree. He laid where he was unconcious for HOURS until someone noticedhim and called 911. He had broken ribs a broken arm  and leg and nose, and internal bleeding. When they got him to the hospital they had to operate to stop the bleeding. They had to put him in an induced coma until he stabilizes. It is now AUGUST 8th 2014 and he is STILL in that coma.

 

 I have never seen his wife and son cry ans much as they have in these two days. I try to Comfort Selena (His wife) and Jarad (his son) but I'm at a lost.

 

I havent felt this lsot since before I met him.

 

He is the strongest guy I have ever known and I am looking at him broken and battered in a hospital bed. Helpless and vonerable.

 

I still need him in my life. I may be 24 years old But I STILL NEED HIM. I have lost way to many people I have cared about. I CANT LOSE HIM!!! I dont cry much But This I couldnt help crying over. I am acting like a blubbering child and holding his hand.

 

HE NEEDS TO WAKE UP!!!!!!! I still need him. Hell his wife and kid still need him!!! He is only 11 YEARS OLD FOR F**K SAKES!!!!!!!!!!

 

Come On Mags Pull through this. You need to get your asss back to us! Come on please!!!!!

Author's Note

to My Father Figure Magnium. Come on dude pull through I know you can do it. You are one tuff asshole

Reviews

[Fenix Flight]

Haha that does sound so much like him. I remember when he picked me up and threw me over his shoulders when I was being stuborn and wouldnt stop fighting with you. :') Goddess Damnit he needs to pull through!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need my gaurdian!!! I dont want him to be a guardain angel. I want him to stay as my earth dark gaurdain lol. as he calls himself *eye roll*

Mags plese man We love you. I love you mags

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They had to go and do more surgery the swelling hasnt gone down yet and the internal bleeding was Idk they used to many medical terms for my brain to comprehend. But they took him in about 20 mins ago. I'm sitting here in the hospital freaking out.. I am trying so hard not to scream and demand to know what is happeneing! Lots of self control.. you would be proud.. or stunned. maybe both

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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG MAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And please be controled. I do NOT need you getting thrown out and then not knowing his status!!!!!!!

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I wish you were here sis. I need you right now

[Fenix Flight]

I wish I was there too Bro. i would be there to help you.

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Ihop..........

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Ihop.........