My Lyfe.

Carroll... told me I should post this.. HE told me to just let it out.. only then will I finally be free, so I guess you guys a getting to read my confessions, all who read this will know all my pain

Lyfe has never been so kind, Its hard you know? It's hard when you don't know.

Even though you try and try. Lyfe always seems to sweeps, right on by.

Relationships come and go, The only thing open is the road. BUT there are sometimes, Lyfe is nothing but pain. Push and Push but never no gain.

That's my curse, nothing but pain, never any gain.

It all started, when my sister got sick. She was four and I was eight. she was sick with cancer beneath her tongue. I remember It was summer, and sis said her tongue hurts and mom checked it out, and rushed.. Fast forward a little bit, UofM that's where we stayed. a four year old kid, getting radation, Chemotherapy

it was hard to see. almost everytime except for within school I was there, ive seen it all. never having anything because of constant trips to the hospital, there was never an end to the never. I've watched my own sister die, two times. Maybe that's why I'm so close with her, so open with her. She's now 17 and she's doing well. It didn't end, the never... it just went on pause.. after two years with Courtney being sick.

End Part One.