Staring at the walls

I wrote this after a drunken one night stand. My life was in a odd place and this just proud out of me. along with a few others. I think its one of the most deep thinking one I have ever made.

Wondering if here is what is right? Staring at the walls of things I don't know. Placing myself in a room where time seems to become me. Feeling odd and if I have a heart worried about how this will affect me. I stare at these walls having a false sense of fear. I look afar in the world that I leave behind me. I feel as if the world is on fire and I just want to watch it burn. Play me a song to long for the world that's not worth saving. Do you fear what may happen if you place your heart some where it does not belong? Do you have a face that you can look at? I feel as though I'm false, not in a world that I live in, reading a story to get away. Wondering how far away I am from this body, from this life. Do I remember what its like to feel the rain?To hear a song that links to memory? I guess I'm just a stupid f*****g boy.

Reviews

[Mark]

Looking deep inside oneself may sometimes be scary, but it's almost always worth it.
i enjoy your sense of expression and questioning.

[Quattro Hall]

Thank you much man. Its odd when I write like this. I just sit down and go. what ever my mind spills out on the page I try and go with it.

[catofjade]

Well. One thing you are most definitely NOT is a "stupid" anything. Your mind is intense, so intense it scares you at times. Us intense peeps are like that. Think about it this way: The most powerful weapon in the world, were it to lie on the floor within easy reach, helps you not at all to save your own life, if you don't pick it up and use it. Also, if you don't take control of it, someone or something else will, and then the most powerful weapon in the world will be aimed at you! So it is with the type of mind we have, dear boy; master it, control it, and it will give you the wings to soar into places others only dream about. Allow it to run the show, and you will be taken on some scary rides, trust me you. The choice, however, is always yours. Remember, there are a lot less answers in life waiting for you to find them than there are answers that you yourself have not written yet. Use that powerful mind and your incredible talent of using four and five and six letter words to express the most profound concepts, and you will not get "there", you will define where "there" is!! Sorry, and I will get down off my soapbox, but you are an absolute treasure, never doubt it! Oh, and read Jonathan Livingston Seagull, if ya haven't already, okay?

[Quattro Hall]

Looking in to the book now.
Thank you the last line is not my own just thought it fit. Its a song lyric.
And thanks that is two that you really like. Now does the soup box stay in the wagon or do you just carrier it? LOL
The talent you speak of is a third leg technique that i had to invent. Thanks do my Dyslexia, I can speak it and know what it means all that. but spelling kinda take a hot poker and sticks in the pooper. thanks to Google and my smart phone that is so much easier to get around. I say "hypochondriac" and it spelld it for me. I know its kinda cheep but some peoples stand. This guy gives no f***s if they do. Also I agree people like us need to master what powers we have. I am 26 and still finding out new ones.