The tears will not come

I can’t cry

I can’t sleep

Do you know what its like to be so sad and so mad you fester?

You fudder  yet you can’t cry

You reach so hard for the tears yet they never come

You try so hard to feel be it’s like threes nothing there

You stand tall only to be knocked down and know your beat

You find ways to feel pain in some hope you will cry

Can you imagine that?

Not being able to cry not being able to show that you’re that broken

It’s like a cage that I can’t escape

Do you see what my favorite part of me is?

Can you feel that pain of not being able to feel such sadness?

People say I'm cold, people say I’m weak

I have to tell you I’m far from

Why you may ask

I’m still here

I still want love, I want to feel, I want to cry

It’s hard being anyone

Try being me

I want to have a kid to play with his or her dad

I want to their hero

I hope that’s ok

I hope it’s not asking too much

Come on we all dreams why not to cry again

I only the next is of happiness and not of despair