Hard to Forgive,Impossible to Forget

I forgive but never forget because I never want to be hurt the same way twice!

Lying here in the bed tonight,
its 4, simply wondering about the fight!
A fight which meant nothing to us,
A fight which has created such a fuss!
What actually happened i think,
Everything flashes by with an eye blink!
Long ago i got you a friend,
Thinking a helping hand he would lend!
Steadily so close you grew,
More closer to himself he drew!
Eventually it turned into Love,
You started flying in the heavens above!
Felt happy for you, high you were flying,
Didnt know in the middle to me you started lying!
In no days you went away,
You pushed me far with each passing day!
Each day I tried coming close to you,
You pushed me away...treated me like a shoe!
All you could see was your love,
You Shut your eyes as if you didnt want to see anything above!
Your sharing of problems with me stopped,
Seeing this to pieces my heart was chopped!
The minute I came to know about your fight,
Got it solved just for you to get back to the light!
Months passed...I subdued the pain,
My tears poured wetter than the rain!
I shouted I screamed nothing was heard,
Felt helpless just like a Featherless bird!
Finding someone you forgot your best friend,
To whom you promised to be with till the end!
Not once thought of her came to your mind,
Not a single day you felt like being kind!
Finally you decided to leave her without a single thought,
Without thinking her unconditional love could never again be bought! 
She gathered all her courage to say GudBye,
That was the time you realized it was reality and not a lie! 
That was too late for her to trust again,
All her love and care had been thrown into vain!
You want her to come back again,
To suffer again the same pain!
She realized that unbiological sisters, that Us , that best friendship was all a joke and a lie,
Which was short lived...while moving on she has to fly! 
With a very heavy heart she decided to move on,
To never look back...n live like shez a newly born! 

Reviews

[raj24]

i loved reading it...actually somewhere we all have gone through this situation..we keep on waiting for things to change n eventually we have to take that last step..sometimes people look back at u only to give u more pain n sometimes only to realize u r no more there...actually ur words made me look back at my life...we moments r special ..isnt it..they may b bad but still they r special..:)

[Anahat]

Yea they may be bad...but there was a time when they were special and the person we actually lived for..:) Thank you..:)

[Ayushi]

Once our trust is broken it is definitely almost impossible to trust again.
Well written..Can see your outraged emotions.
Liked the line
"Months passed...I subdued the pain,
My tears poured wetter than the rain!"

[Anahat]

Thank you dear :)

[vaishnavi]

when we trust on anyone so much it is true that the trust is always laid down, and the one to whom we love the most always leaves us alone in that time it is hard to trust anyone and harder to love cuz we r afraid that we will be laid down again and again. the pain we feel is only feel by our heart and only our heart knows how painful is that pain and when our delicate heart like glass is broken down without making noise then the sharp pieces are hurting us.....
i can relate with it and can know the pain but i would like to advice you that like has showed you the true colors of that man and has given u an opportunity to laugh and live life with pride .


don't live in the past which hurts
don't wait for future which may not come
but live in today which can make a beautiful tomorrow
and a lovely past for tomorrow.... :)

[Anahat]

True said that it pains when our heart is broken like a mirror...but just like mirror reflects with every broken piece..we should also keep loving with every broken piece...we'll eventually find someone who mends it :)
Thank you for an amazing review Sweetheart :)

[vaishnavi]

true said that we should find someone who will mend it but we should not forget that the glass is broken then however you will try to attach it with anything, cracks will be always visible...
as our gr8 saint kabir said
the thread of love gets break easily but then however you try to attach it it will not
and even though it will then it will join with a knot
and so it will not be like b4
and the same is like relations...
btw your welcome and keep on smiling :)

[Anahat]

yup thats very true...but I like to have an optimistic view towards everything,...so all this does not bother me much...Our work is just to be nice and love :)

[Namrata]

A lot of emotions to care for, still you wrote. Thumbs up.

[Anahat]

Yeah, Thank you :)

[Saddam]

A piece with scars but a different end. Love.

[Anahat]

Thank you :)

[Dindella]

I can feel the pain radiating from this and it always hurts to see friendships end like this, although it happens. I don't know the context of what actually went on, but I can say I relate to being forgotten about when a close friend is dating and I suffered horribly from that in high school. . . although, she never truly forgot about me and on fleeting occasions we'd talk, she was the only friend I had I could spend time with at the time. I love all my friends, but I have a hard time spending long periods of time with people I don't trust with me heart, so I ended up alone at school. When they broke up, she and I were still close but he never hung around us or would even talk to me again (not sure why), so there was an emptiness that followed. I've never been in love, but I understand why being in love would be so distracting and over-whelming, so I never had to go through the breaking off of a friendship. I'm sorry you did, that's always horrible. I hope things get better for you soon, dear.

[Anahat]

I never wanted to end things...but I was the one being blamed for each fight between them..although I never did anything...she has always valued him over me...so could not help...but thats okay...i believe something good awaits me!
Thank you for a beautiful review :) Glad u both are still friends :)

[Dindella]

Aw, that's terrible. :/ I am sorry to hear that. A real friend would never put you through that sort of thing, but it hurts none the less. (Heart) You're welcome!

[Daydreamer]

Seeing this(,) to pieces my heart was chopped!
Finding someone(,) you forgot your best friend,
Not once thought of her came to your mind- I didn't understand it? Is something missing?
((You want her to come back again,
To suffer again the same pain!))- The lines are nice but too many (...ain) in this part... Feels a little weird when reading!
For for spotting out these mistakes, I love giving honest and humble reviews and we all should learn to correct our problems :)
Very sincere performance and very well written poem :)
Take care ♥

[Daydreamer]

Sorry for***
I forgot to mention, the (,) presence is significant! Is needed while reading, remember to use it :)

[Anahat]

You missed two lines...It's like this-
Your sharing of problems with me stopped, Seeing this, to pieces my heart was chopped
and
Not once thought of her came to your mind,Not a single day, you felt like being kind..
I guess now it makes sense to you...you missed out two lines...so you thought something missing..
I'll surely take care of (,) this further...
Thank you for your kind review :)

[Daydreamer]

Nope I didn't miss out any lines :) I read them but when I commented, I meant in those specific lines the (,) was missing :)
you are welcome :)

[Anahat]

ohh okay I got your point now :)

[Dayran]

A relationship close up ... certainly takes on a new experience of love. In it ... one can hope for understanding ... but not fulfillment. Nice ...

[Anahat]

Thank you :)

[Teacup Tempest]

I feel like you were very emotional when you wrote this. It's like your anger and hurt oozes from the lines. Your stanzas are flung all over the place as if tearing up a room in an emotional fit. Which, I think, makes it all the more realistic and empathetic.

[Anahat]

yea surely I was...Thank you for a wonderful review! :)

[Wandering Minstrel]

unique.. You have a nice style.

[Anahat]

thank you so much :)