Hard to Forgive,Impossible to Forget

I forgive but never forget because I never want to be hurt the same way twice!

Lying here in the bed tonight,
its 4, simply wondering about the fight!
A fight which meant nothing to us,
A fight which has created such a fuss!
What actually happened i think,
Everything flashes by with an eye blink!
Long ago i got you a friend,
Thinking a helping hand he would lend!
Steadily so close you grew,
More closer to himself he drew!
Eventually it turned into Love,
You started flying in the heavens above!
Felt happy for you, high you were flying,
Didnt know in the middle to me you started lying!
In no days you went away,
You pushed me far with each passing day!
Each day I tried coming close to you,
You pushed me away...treated me like a shoe!
All you could see was your love,
You Shut your eyes as if you didnt want to see anything above!
Your sharing of problems with me stopped,
Seeing this to pieces my heart was chopped!
The minute I came to know about your fight,
Got it solved just for you to get back to the light!
Months passed...I subdued the pain,
My tears poured wetter than the rain!
I shouted I screamed nothing was heard,
Felt helpless just like a Featherless bird!
Finding someone you forgot your best friend,
To whom you promised to be with till the end!
Not once thought of her came to your mind,
Not a single day you felt like being kind!
Finally you decided to leave her without a single thought,
Without thinking her unconditional love could never again be bought! 
She gathered all her courage to say GudBye,
That was the time you realized it was reality and not a lie! 
That was too late for her to trust again,
All her love and care had been thrown into vain!
You want her to come back again,
To suffer again the same pain!
She realized that unbiological sisters, that Us , that best friendship was all a joke and a lie,
Which was short lived...while moving on she has to fly! 
With a very heavy heart she decided to move on,
To never look back...n live like shez a newly born! 

Reviews

[raj24]

i loved reading it...actually somewhere we all have gone through this situation..we keep on waiting for things to change n eventually we have to take that last step..sometimes people look back at u only to give u more pain n sometimes only to realize u r no more there...actually ur words made me look back at my life...we moments r special ..isnt it..they may b bad but still they r special..:)

[Anahat]

Yea they may be bad...but there was a time when they were special and the person we actually lived for..:) Thank you..:)

[♔ CrownedDevil &#..]

You did an awesome job and the emotions have been expressed well.

Kaze~

[Anahat]

Thank you so much! ❤️

[♔ CrownedDevil ☾]

Your very welcome. ✌️

[Natalie Dieudonne]

"She gathered all her courage to say GudBye."

I love this line so much because it takes so much courage and strength to say goodbye. Walking away isn't easy. This was a really strong piece. Very well penned!

[Anahat]

Yea indeed it was difficult :)
Anyway Thank you :)

[TheKratiMittal]

The poem endears and enthralls.
Keep up the good work!

[Anahat]

Thank you for the kind words..I appreciate :)

[Bluefire]

I agree with Tempest-san, there is so much emotion in this, I'm sorry you had to go through such a thing.
This happened to me with my best friend, yet once she was heartbroken from her love, she came back to me for just a little while.
She's much like a cat, she comes and goes as she pleases and that's okay with me because sometimes I have a tendancy to do the same. She can't be owned, and when you truly love someone you let them do whatever makes them happy.
I still watch over her like a hawk, though xD
Anywho, I think you did the right thing. The girl you thought was your best friend would/should never have done that. You're a good person and did not deserve that.
Anywho, well done. ^^

[Anahat]

Thank you Bluefire...you are very right...
I still do care for her but thats what destiny wanted..its ok to me :)
Anyway I appreciate your words :)

[Bluefire]

No problem. ^^

[stars are far]

you did a great work her, and your emotions showed well.
good work dear :)

[Anahat]

Thank you so much darling :)

[stars are far]

my pleasure dear :)

[Chloe_Spence]

This poem very vividly describes the emotion you were going through- I also like how you used the commas and the exclamation marks in a pattern- it added a nice emphasis on certain sentences :)

Well done.

[Anahat]

Thank you so much.. pleased to read your review :)

[Chloe_Spence]

You are welcome :)

[Kieta!]

Such an emotional piece... great job with this :)

[Anahat]

Thankxx a ton :)

[Pure Innocence]

Wow so much heartfelt emotion in this. Seriously well done. Sometimes it takes us going through hard things to be able to connect with other people through words. I hope all is well with you and thank you for the amazing write

[Anahat]

yea all is well...Thank you sweetheart :)

[NoelHC]

It is so difficult and painful when the friendship of a close one diminishes, when they focus on a person they are in love with. I felt your anguish here. Well written, I believe Teacup Tempest sums it up best in her review.

[Anahat]

yeah true...its hurting but its a part of life..
Thank you :)