Bad Taste

     Bad Taste

You always thought it'd be me that would break your heart but it was the other way around,            
Never did I think you'd trample my feelings as if it were a spider walking on the ground.
   Truth is I now feel like a fool, maybe it's my fault for showing you my heart
        It's hard when what u thought was God's plan will instead tear u apart
Fear and doubt are beliefs... I choose not to follow a negative charge,
 I love to be positive like Homer, all I wanted was you to be my Marge
   I loved how you'd do things a certain way because it was the way I liked,
Many obstacles to climb to get to your heart but that mountain I gladly hiked.
What I didn't get was the people around you that kept u from being truly happy
 Catering to them and if it's not their way, in return their attitude is snappy
  In the past this same plot brought you down yet when it appears once again u flee,
Left alone, fighting for you but for you I'm not worth what I thought was meant to be.
That was a hard fact to swallow but all the signs pointed me in that direction,
Laying here day after day wondering why when all I wanted was your affection.
All the time, effort, and energy I put in for your love now feels like a total waste
  How can I ever believe u loved me when u let me walk away with such a bad taste?