You're My Never

How I'm currently feeling about along-time crush turned fling, and crush again.

I'll never want you

Like you

Want me to want you

But I'll need you

Because I need you

And...

I'll never have you

Like I

Just wanna have you

But I'll keep you

Like I keep you

Tiny little girl

In a big world

Lookin' for a hand to hold

And I'll trust you

But I don't trust you

Independent woman

Knowin' what's comin'

Never do what I'm told

But I'll hear you

I've always heard you...

You'll never want me

Like I

Want you to want me

But you'll need me

I know you need me

And..

You'll never have me

Like you

Just wanna have me

But you'll keep me

Always keep me

Timid little boy

Grabbin' big toys

Lookin' for someone to play

But you'll be lonely

Baby you're lonely...

Not yet a man

Can't you understand

There's always other ways

One day you'll hear me

But you don't hear me...

So...

I'll just love you

Like I

Will always love you

And I'll be ok

Honey, I'm ok

And...

We'll keep movin'

On these

Paths that we're choosin'

Maybe one day

Just not this day...

Just not this day...

Author's Note

This is actually a song. If I weren't sick I'd find a way to record it but it wouldn't sound very good at the moment.

Reviews

[JC]

As I was reading I was thinking how this would make a great folk song, flows incredibly well with depth and insight and that duality of nature that we all are, felt like things were cut and go, always on the cusp of something but altogether where they should be, yet the chance for malleability and change.

[Leindor]

Thank you, JC! This is the best comment that I've received so far on this site!

[Simon Welsh]

I'd like to hear it recorded. Keep the poems coming; you're an interesting writer.

[sinNsincerity]

I love this Britt.
I always feel the disconnection of lack of affection that I "feel" I deserve
and this reminded me of how much of an a*s I can be hehe
Thank you for sharing!

[Leindor]

I'm glad that you like it and found that connection, haha. Thank you!