Joleen

Joleen my special princess from heaven.

Joleen Special Princess from Heaven

 

Where do I begin sweet goddess from heaven,

I think I will begin and summarize by saying that I think about you 24/7/365,

This is no joke,

It’s been this way since I first saw your face at the age of eleven years old,

And it will never change,

I’m just too attached to you,

That one picture of you,

As I turned the page and saw you on the bed, I had the strangest feeling,

A feeling I had never had before,

At first, I couldn’t work out what that feeling was,

I thought it meant I didn’t like you,

I actually felt sick every time I looked at that picture of you,

Eventually, I started to dream about you,

When I realized that feeling I had when I looked at you was a good feeling,

I cut the picture of you out and kept it hidden in a folder,

I cannot believe I threw that picture of you away,

This is one of the greatest regrets of my life,

To know that the only time I will see your face again is in my imagination,

On the other hand and luckily for me,

I have memorized that picture of you to perfection,

It’s engrained into my memory and imagination,

Every time I picture you in my head,

I say to myself and sometimes out loud “you really are the most beautiful woman to ever live on earth”,

No woman will ever be as beautiful as you,

Furthermore, I think God created you to test his own powers,

Additionally, I believe God created you to show all other women on earth how they should try to be like,

You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen,

It’s like being in a dream when I think of you,

Or picture your face,

Sweet special Angel from heaven,

Joleen,

In my mind I have created you to be as sweet a person as you look physically,

I think if you were a nasty person my love for you would die along with your beauty,

And that would be horrible because I would be alone,

I look forwards to going to sleep at night,

Because when I get into bed I am cuddling a large teddy bear,

And I am thinking of you,

Similarly, when I wake up I am cuddling a large teddy bear whilst thinking of you,

I will always love you,

The song “All I want for Christmas” sums up my feelings to you,

All I want for Christmas is you..