Look Back

Why am I looking back?
Why am I dreaming of the past?
I want you here beside me.
If not only so I can function.
Only 2 months have passed.
6 since I've died.
I beg of you,
bring me back to life.
Breathe your breath in me.
I can't sleep without your voice.
I lay in tears.
Toss and turn with wants and fears.
I need you by my side again.
The pain is only getting worse.
Time is pouring salt into my wounds,
and I only want you more.
Your love, to me,
meant more than my own life.
You made me finally feel,
Finally live.

I know why I look back now..
           Why don't you...??