Chapter 1

Chapter 1


"I've given up on writing long ago" I said.

Reine asked me why I stopped writing, I didn't know what to answer. I was afraid of that question, afraid that it may unravel something I'm escaping from.

It was a beautiful morning back then, when it all happened. The sky was as beautiful as it ever was. Vomiting those serene colors and mouth-watering clouds, I stared at it from my window a really long time before brushing teeth. Everything was going quite well, I have a great school, an awesome family and a beautiful life. But still, I have this feeling that this wasn't quite right, like I never belonged here, like there's something that I've forgotten that no one had made me remember.

And after that deafening sound inside my head, I crashed at the bathroom floor, still brushing my teeth. Unable to move any limb, there were images in my head but it was all vague. Then I went into a deep sleep. Unable to remember anything that happened.

I'm a frustrated writer, I don't know what to write anymore. It's like I have no soul, like I have no memories of heartaches and numbness.