Thinking to Myself

I sit and think about the time when

you listened to me rant about the people I didn't like.

I think about the time when 

you asked me about boys

and joked around with me afterwards.

I think about the time when 

you were studying for an important test

but you still talked to me

even if I was distracting.

I think about the time when 

we horsed around in the kitchen

at four in the morning.

I think about the times when

we had fun together.

I smile to myself and

laugh a little.

And then I remember

and I start to frown.

Sadness swallows me,

little by little,

as i think.

I think about us now.

I think about how awkward

we are now.

I think about the rejection

I faced from you.

I think about how 

we don't talk anymore.

I close my eyes and rest against

the headboard of my bed.

And I think, think, and think.

I think to myself,

Do you even know how

much I love you?

Reviews

[¿]

It's a really well expressed poem of your heart....
It also indicates that love is just immeasurable....but if you wanna measure it that bad then you can use the meter of soul!!
It's really nice read😊

[Haniya]

Thanks, girl!

[pia]

This was AMAZING !!!
IT WAS WELL WORDED and deeeepp!
I like how you frame your thoughts and how you started out with a happy tone and memory that slowly faded into sadness as each word passed by.
Like the time that passed by between you and this person and ended in nothing but heartbreak and rejection.
I think this is quite relatable.
For everyone. Lost lovers lost friends everything included

[Haniya]

Thanks, girl!
It means a lot for someone to give me a really good critique. Hope the guy could read this one day lmao