My Day

Woke up feeling great,

and was happy for once.

Then one of the worst classes rolled around,

and my mind went blank.

My friend left me sitting by myself.

She has not been talking to me, 

because I do not help her anymore.

I do not let her use me,

so she tries to make me feel bad about myself. 

She gives me dirty looks,

and tries to make others hate me 

because I do not let her take advantage of me.

I do not know what to do.

Do I stop sitting with her?

Do I ignore her?

Do I move on to knew friends?

But if I do move on,

I feel like I won't be accepted.

I am in a haze,

lost in my own little world.

Hoping that one day,

I will be blessed with a great friend.

It seems as if my life has changed drastically

in the past few months.

I have been through tough times,

and I face them alone. 

I try and stay happy,

but I broke down today.

I cried,

and after a minute I forced my tears back,

and went on with my day.