Last poem on here

This will be one of the last poem i will write, thank my dad if you ever liked them

This is the last poem I will ever write.
I am not christain to write poems.
My mind is fucked up for all ive been told.
Maybe I dont write about happy s**t
because thats not what I truely see.
Im sorry I am not perfect to you.
I am sorry that I dont make you look good.
You hate me, so why are you still around.
You have your new family.
You dont need to stay just to make me feel worse
Why dont you see through my eyes.
My father put beliefs through my mind.
You made me believe that I wasnt good enough
That I dont matter.
Everyday when I come home at night I cry.
And I harm myself.
And I tell myself how much of a fuck up I am
Because you made me believe that
Now its true
I tried to get you to love me.
But why?
I am no other child, why would I matter
Love is a strong word, stronger than you can feel.
You brake every promise, you tore me apart.
Maybe I was right
Maybe I should have been the one burried,
Then everyone would be happy.
Especially you, then you wouldnt have a daughter
A daughter that is no good,
who fucks up every day of her life
who is f**ked up in the head
who is a nobody.
hell who you dont care about, Those words you told me were right. now you wont have to worry about me anymoregobout mebou nNoNowNold ooseho
Thnow t

Author's Note

tell me what you feel, but honestly i dont care anymore.

Reviews

[Beth Lindsay]

You enjoyed to write and you have some good stuff. Sucks you want to throw all that away.

[Coyote Poetry]

Can't allow another to control your thinking. Need to block out the negative and naysayers. I hope you keep writing. Writing had been my peace in good and bad times. I hope things are better.
Coyote

[Hana Linzi]

Thank You Coyote for your reveiw and you have always been there to red any poems i have put up. I thank you very much. I never dropped writing all together. Just lately I have had no inspiration to write. But I will be putting up some I recently made. I will editing some soon as week. like a writer says, "The First thing is always crap" right? so tune in

[Aarontastic]

Obviously you were pretty upset when you were writing this, but it's good to let it out like that, right? Part of the reason writing poems is so fun is because it's cathartic. It's all about expressing yourself, and you definitely did that here so you have nothing to feel ashamed about :p You love writing (at least it says so in your profile), so why would you stop? I hope you keep at it, keep expressing yourself, keep getting better, keep blowing off steam. It's a win/win if you still like it, so don't let the negative opinions of a few turn you off from it.

[Hana Linzi]

i wrote this poem awhile back ago when my dad told me that i was no good and that i would never be a christain if i keep on wriying this "CRAP" i write but i am back, someone opened my eyes to see past it, this is what i love to write and i dont care what people have to say, i dont care what people think of me when i do. its the way i love to write and no one will be able to stop me, i want this as my career and baking but ya