The Pinnacle of remorse

The literal meaning of the word remorse is "deep regret or utter disappointment" for a wrongly committed action. However, quite often we're not on the wrong side of the table.
​This world of ours is full of heartless maniacs who lack the understanding of what an affected individual is going through. They ponder countless irrelevancies on us that we're doomed to feel guilty.
​It feels like we are falling into an abyss. A place where escape is a luxury to attain. A place where people like us consider taking absolute woeful steps to repair the damage, but the damage is like a stain. It refuses to wash away.
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​Relationships are hard, bearing in mind that love is merely a mental disease among us now. The meaning of this really powerful word is been shadowed by our society. Sincerity and affection in relationships' are short tensed and are being manipulated by money itself. We all had that chat in which we are most certain that we will "never leave that person". Guess what not all love stories have a happy ending folks.
It's uber hard to get over this state of mind. People often get into drug abuse, theft, murder and even suicide is not off the charts when things go wrong.

Does that really mean that this the end for us?
​This is where the regret kicks in, lack of support gives rise to further depression. We feel alone, unwanted and worthless. However, we ignore the fact that this relationship was never meant to last.
The amount of mutual respect wasn't there. There was no real love. Just someone to pass our time and that time zoomed away. We have to bring on the positives from this issue, see the brighter picture. There is always another for you. Someone who is more deserving of your time, your words and feelings. We need to indulge ourselves or otherwise the regret will eat us up. Life doesn't stop for anyone. I know it's easier said then done. Nothing comes easy in life.
​There is a song lyric I really like these days.
​"All the broken hearts in the world still beat".
​Guess you just need to stay happy one way or the other to live life to it's fullest.
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1+1=2, FOREVER?
2/6/2016 0 COMMENTS

Feelings are complex in nature. They are an art in disguise. You cannot understand them completely unless you are willing to experience them. Love as you know is a mystical compound of feelings. It is a staggering avalanche of memories binding up a realtion for eternity.
Nevertheless, this galaxy of hope and affection is brittle and when it shatters, it leaves us hopeless.

When you're in love, you're willing to give anything for that person. It's like you have been connected on a mental and spiritual level. A bond which is bound to break, but we make extreme compromises to hold it.

This journey can be pictured as a nice afternoon drive through the sea side, followed by a spooky hike in a gloomy forest.
However things can come crashing down when reality "Rounda Rousey's" you in the face and believe me your whole world burns inside out.

This particular state of my mind is becoming common, which is all thanks to immature realtionships and no real love. Regardless of who's fault it was or why it happened there is a certain degree of stress and regret which is generated.
I recently came out of a relationship, well not exactly came out, I was kinda vacuumed out of one. I was in a relationship with a girl, a girl whom I loved with all my heart. A girl for whom I gave my time and it was all worth it. She had pancreatic cancer and passed away recently.
I was desecrated upon losing her. The very thought of losing her drove me mental. I couldn't think straight. I cried my heart out. It was bound to happen, bearing in mind that "we were meant to be". All the memories, the moments we cherised broken,destroyed in a jiffy.

Then it clicked me, I'm not worthless, I'm not hopeless, I'm not to be blamed.
There are people who need me..people who admire me. People like my family and friends. These people who helped me through this state of mind. The truth is bitter, it always was and will be. You cannot unravel it and forget. You have to face it head on.

This journey from being the "one" to being no one is life threatening. It leaves us with a mental scar, a scar which is to be bore and respected to move on. Accepting my fate was the only light at the end of this tunnel.

I believe that is the only way out.
The one thing in our control is to pick up the positives from this issue. Develop ourselves, make a difference by changing our perspective. Learn to respect people's decision-making. Pounce on the opportunities which life bestows upon us...and not be given the moment to look back.
Stay happy, fake a smile if you have to!..
​In time, it will turn into a real one.

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[Farha]

All the emotions of your heart are nicely put in words. Good piece of advice for people who give up in life easily. Sorry for your loss, be strong and keep lifting people's spirits with your work.