A Double Life

Sometimes I  laugh for no reasons, and sometimes I laugh Because I’m so depressed.

 

And sometimes I lie to others just to make myself happy, and sometimes I hurt myself cause of them, So many times they looked at me saying they want to discover my mystery and next day they got nothing, They tried to look in my eyes as deep as they can, but next week they surrender and says we haven’t see a person like you, They asked others, they tried to see what kind of wizard  am I…?!…But I’m no wizard, And I’m not good in magic…But I can hide secrets and I can keep my emotions, that’s because my world told me if life is too emotional, you can’t be emotional too, cause they will repel ,so I have to keep my secret as they call it mystery too…and it hurts a lot since I’m living a double life…