Smothered Crying

I hear a voice of smothered crying inside me

I hear my heart beating whoops strongly

I hear something in me cry!

I want to cry without lap to to hold me

I want to cry without looks of pity around me

I want to cry without someone calm me to tell me that something worth crying

The number of painful words

The number of severe outlooks

The size of the loneliness

The size of a personal vision loss

The number of my failures and

The size of the friends who they let me down every day

The size of patience, disgraces, and stupidities

I want to cry with a volume, I do not think that I could cry, I'll stop

Something internal don't let tears out to tell me that my heart is petrifying bit by bit!

Reviews

[Dhaye]

I feel the pain. I know how hard it is to change your life if you do not believe in yourself. Love yourself so that if others see it, they will love you, too. The truth that you said is you are a bad girl even to yourself... learn how to change. By that you may know that crying isn't always about loneliness.