Living in the misery of my pain

The walls are pressing on me
The windows are pushing me around
Remember when you promised with you I'd be safe and sound ?
The blankets are choking me
The bed has turned upside down
You said we we're meant to be !
What was once a smile is now a frown.
My reflection on the mirror is shattered
Did the term 'us' ever mattered ?!
The ceiling has dropped me to the ground
The fan is spinning me around
It's taking me to the past
To what I couldn't see
It's going to fast
Now I'm down on one knee !
Who knew what was on your mind...
My gosh, my lord - I was so blind!
Why is this all happening ..?
Why am I in so much pain ?
I know I did a lot of sinning
The proof is in my vein
But, what happened to 'forgive and forget'
Or is that when you do me wrong ?
I remember when we first met,
You said my eyes reminded you of a love song !
I look down....
The cuts are too deep into the core.
I look up.....
You just closed the door.
All I needed was a sign...
All I needed was a word....
I wouldn't have been fine ,
But I would've heard!
My blood is getting higher
My hopes are getting low
You were once a sweet little liar
But now-- I simply know.
This is my end ...
I'm dying all alone
It's time for me to ascend.
My blood is all that I'm drinking
There's nothing left for me to live for
I'm in my sorrow - sinking
Now my heart is officially sore
So with my bloody tears
I'm going to say my last good byes ........
No more fears ... And no more sighs..!
No more cries ... And no more lies..!