JESUS MARY JOSEPH F*****G AHHHHHHA Poem by Reeling and WrithingA poem about internal conflict.If bad things are things that hurt people And doing bad things makes you a bad person, Then I am a monster, And I am a sadist, And a villain of the highest degree. Because no one else has hurt so many I love And no one else has done it so easily.
I cut myself open And bleed my emotions But the blood that spills from me burns, And that venom can never Touch her; I won’t let the"
But isn’t she cute though?
To love someone is to let down your walls And trust they won’t attack, But my demons strike against my skin And it hurts too much to hold them back. Hurting people is all I’ve ever known; I can’t lie and say that I’ve changed And everyone I’ve ever loved"
Remember her smile? She has the most wonderful smile in the world, I"
To give someone my heart is a crime, Because the sharpness of the edges and The poison that drips from the cracks Are a burden no one deserves to bear but me: The sickly, black, and shrivelled thing I try to call a heart"
But her laugh; it’s the best sound ever, The whole room lights up when she laughs"
The only reason she calls me her friend Is she doesn’t know who I really am And she can’t name all the s**t I’ve done And see what a mess of a person I’ve become; Opening up and letting down my walls Would be the worst"
She gives the best hugs in the whole world; It’s impossible to be sad when she hugs me Because she makes me really happy"
I promised myself I’d never hurt her, But I’ve already hurt everyone who cares about me, So if the only way to keep my promise Is to never let someone care for me, Then the pain of"
She’s the cutest girl in the whole world; I want to go on walks and hold her hand And play her pretty songs And tell her how lovely she is"
I don’t deserve her; That’s an objective truth based on The claw marks on the inside Of my chest"
And we could go on picnics And cuddle in bed and watch movies And it’d be the best thing ever! She’s so funny and smart and talented And there’s no one else in the world like her"
Happiness is no longer an option. The rest of my life is keeping the demons inside So they never infect anyone else. That’s the life I chose to live When I decided to let them out the first time"
And she gives me happy, fluttery, butterfly feelings In my tummy whenever I see her And I just want to love her And let her know I love her Because she makes me really really really really happy"
She deserves someone so much better than me"
She has the prettiest eyes ever"
I could never hurt her like"
She’s really really lovely"
You f*****g"
And I love her. :) © 2018 Reeling and Writhing |
StatsAuthorReeling and WrithingCalgary, Alberta, CanadaAboutMost anyone you come across on the street will be able to tell you at least a general synopsis of Lewis Carroll's 1860's children's story, "Alice's Adventures in Wonderland". It's a cultural and liter.. more..Writing
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