Dear Cancer,

         Dear Cancer,

  Hello, I know we have met, but my name is Holly. I have a few questions to ask you.

First why did you pick me? Is it because I am a super great friend? Or you just happened 

to be flying by one day and said "Oh she looks good". My second question is, do you have a 

family? If you do, you should pay attention to them and you wouldn't be so lonely. Third

question is a bit loaded, is there any cure for you? I mean I think you could at least

give a clue. My fourth and final question...why do you exist? Just wondering. I have a 

lot of life left in me and I am hoping you change your mind. If you find that you cannot

redo this deal, then I understand. I will let you know (ahead of time) that you have a

fight on your hands. I am coming out fists fully ready and I will not go down easy. You

can take your time or we can have a quick face to face. Your choice. I never said I

would lay down peacefully. You can write me back if you would like. I will even 

enclose a pre-addressed pre-paid envelope. I think you have a lot of issues. Do not

mean to be rude but you picked this fight...not me.

                                                        Fighting like a fighter should,

                                                               your nemesis, Holly

P.S. before you pick on anyone else or even think you should....finish the fight with me.

I will be ready anytime ,anyplace , anywhere....leave other folks alone, you twit. 

(twit is not what I want to say but I am not a great user of profanity) but you Cancer 

are an a--hole. (just sayin') 

Reviews

[Baby Ricochet]

Bring plenty of radiation and chemo with you to that fight.

[Cassie]

This relates so much with my poem venomous assasin.
Fight on, fight on....if you have faith, strength and the will, then YES YOU CAN conquer this twit as you call it.
Fight on my friend, fight fight fight

[Firestone Feinberg]

DEAR HOLLY,

I GIVE UP. YOU WIN. HANDS DOWN.

ANGRILY YOURS,
CANCER

[Tate Morgan]

Knowing your writing of your own experience makes it especially sad I wish this didn't happen I have seen three In my family suffer from this I wish you all the kindness I can give we love you here because you are honest say what's on your mind and care not who objects bravo

[Holly Mason]

Thank you dear Tate...truly*)

[Vanessa Lugo]

This writing made me cry. It let me really look at things in a different view.
I just lost my Grandpa who was like a father to me to brain Cancer.
Stay strong Holly, I know that you can kick cancers a*s!

[Holly Mason]

Sorry for the tears...truly
sorry for your loss..
thank you for your words of strength, Holly

[Relic]

I'm praying for you Holly. With your attitude, I'm sure you'll kick its a*s. You have many here that love you and know you'll get through it.

[Holly Mason]

Lovin' the kick a*s bit*) This is a subject that makes folks smile at you sadly and walk away uncomfortable ....adding humor I hope to lighten that...not that I blame folks...*)*)
thank you for your words, truly

[Myenigma]

Molly.. I had no idea. I’m sorry and sad to hear this, cancer kills 1/3 of Americans each year. and from what I learned in genetics class it is caused by oncogenesis from things such as cancerogens, thymine dimmers, mutations, heredity genes, radiation, stress…. other factors unknown that are spread by metastasis, starting as tumors till it becomes malignant. Even so its even more complicated because their are many types of cancers. There are a lot of people out their looking for a cure, and how my teacher put it , who ever finds it will be $$$ and known for eternity. Yet there are many people I believe looking sincerely without that in mind. The methods so far are just as dangerous if not worse, because they are meant to not just kill cancer but everything around it eventually leading to organ failure.
But.. theirs hope there is always hope!,

You might have seen my profile, and probably read it,,,, while its controversial and sounds ludicrous, fraudulent, misleading , fallacious, just extremely unbeliable.. I have no doubt in my mind and heart that it’s real. I first heard about it years ago in middle school when I started smoking with some old hippies they were extremely cool cats, and had mention to me that it cured cancer and that our government had known since the 70’s, at first I laughed and thought to myself, these guys had smoked themselves out. But I did some research ( from biased websites) and saw that it did kill tumors but because it prevented it from getting nutrients, didn’t allow it to feed itself, those websites claim, that not only did it kill tumors but it also killed brain cells. I agreed. (but I was wrong, its non toxic)

Some years later I investigated again looking for long term side effects. I knew and felt I was going to get lung cancer from a everyday usage, anyone that smokes cigarettes daily for decades is at a rate of 400X more likely get lung cancer. I felt the same with marijuana. I found the most extensive, longest subject on people smoking marijuana ever. A 30 year old experiment by Dr. Donald Tashkin. Who had studied people smoking 1 to 3 joints a day for thirty years. I had first read it again from biased websites ( its like the media has an agenda that is given by a certain group of people……..) anyways.. while they said it did not caused lung cancer, smokers where still liable to get (insert disease here) or other life mental complications. But I was astonished by the study, how could something that you hold in your lungs, that has just as many if not more cancergens than ciggarates not cause cancer?. I needed to find out why, all the articles left out the very important piece of information.

So I found this.
Here is Donal tashkin himself describing his studies.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJmQ16cGBHU

To make it short. His findings prove that it did not cause lung cancer, bronchitis, ammonia, etc.. but instead protected the lungs from such damage. Not only that but reverse them! He has his theories such as apoptosis (self death) but does not get into them. I still was not satisfied, how did it prevent it?, did it really kill tumors? How did it reverse or protected our lungs? If marijuana has more than twice as much tar (cancerogens) than cigarettes..

I then started researching more.
And found a Harvard marijuana-cancer 2006 study who had used thc ,one of the components of cannabis but not all the cannaboids. but that by itself still cut tumors in half..
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2007/04/070417193338.htm
Then I found studies by scientist of Spain that used all the components
http://www.endalldisease.com/spain-study-confirms-hemp-oil-cures-cancer-without-side-effects/
and it killed cancer…

Then I found hundreds if not thousands of pubmed reviews, a scientific community that peer review experiments by other scientist, these are the sources needed for college research papers. All this research papers focused on marijuana and its benefits, most importantly its anti tumor effects. Hundreds!!! There are many reasons why marijuana kills cancer, from blocking nutrients, aging them, telling them to die, to having the white cells fight them,

Watch this video!
This person explains how marijuana oil cured him! and why doctors, politicians or ordinary people don’t know why marijuana cures cancer.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XtcY90UoPAo
And These Scientists explain it too , “why pay for 600 dollars a month when you can grow a plant”.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DttdDOqQMuY

Its all about the $$$ no plant can be patented, Cancer is a 500 billion dollar a year business.

[Myenigma]

Molly it doesn’t hurt to try, you need to get your hands on some cannabis oil. You need to find a medical marijuana dispensary that sells it! In any of the states that allow it like new Mexico, California, Colorado!! And you need to hurry! Those dispensaries that have the oil are being targeted and closed down! Medical marijuana is allowed but it seems you can’t have it in oil form. It’s the same everywhere like Canada, where you can buy marijuana but its illegal to have the oil! The hypocrisy is amazing!

[Myenigma]

I had been following this story of a Cash Hyde for years,
when he died last year, I became very angry because he wasn't supposed too
People running montana and the media are evil
http://blogs.sfweekly.com/thesnitch/2012/11/cash_hyde_dies_marijuana.php

This is a story about Cash Hyde a boy who had brain cancer and was given sixth months to live at the age of 1, They told his father their was no hope. But his father gave him cannabis oil in secret and he cured him from cancer! The doctors said it was a miracle and his father finally told them what he had done. Three years later at the age of four his cancer returned. His father wanted to use cannabis oil again but the state of montana where he lived, changed the laws and only allowed him to have very little, while also making it impossible for him to get any more. He had ran out of the oil and for three months he watched his son die as the cancer spread.. When he died, the news media blew it out of proportion, saying it was chemo that cured him the first time not marijuana, making the father look crazy and desperate, the doctors interviewed and news reporters had no sympathy while smirking at each other and making improper comments like “ he knew what cancer does” “ he knew what he was dealing with”. Most of these a******s don't care about us.

[Holly Mason]

thank you this is a vast amount of interesting information. I am a person that likes to contemplate (by nature). I have made an investment of my time ..into the reasons why. I have documented my studies. They reveal a lot not only about the human factor but the intertwining of human hands where without in depth study they do not belong. Vaccinations play a big role in my study. Looking at generations and the vacs that each received it is fascinating to see how they correspond. Not only vacs but implemented standards of medicine, as well. From birth control to any FDA changes (milk production ect.) the bodies chemistry over time. Birth control for woman- the worst- either causing breast or cervical- depending on the generation and type of Birth control used it is easy to graph and the danger is blatantly obvious. Implant this and then recall that. The name of all the games..is the almighty dollar on this you are right. I am 39 and I actually began looking into cancer when I was 15 (my Poppy passed from prostrate). I was not ill at the time. I have a paper published on all of my studies. I will pm you a copy. This paper was trashed by the American Medical Journal but adored by medical boards of study. I had read your Bio and found it to be quite interesting. I have never heard of the oil. Like many other things it sounds like this a monetary controlled cure. I will look into it. I have not studied cures. I have spent a vast amount of hours studying the why's of cancer. There are a great amount of contributing factors which when graphed are easily distinguishable.
Thank you so for taking the time ....means much, Holly

[Myenigma]

I had known that vaccinations where used to spread diseases like aids, cancer, around the poor of the world… I didn’t think I should have mention it but i'm glad you did….. either they were mistakes or intended we will never know.
I hadn’t known about milk or birth controls increasing cancer, I wouldn’t be surprised thou; could it be because of the added hormones??
the environment always has a correlation with our health, so a change in it will definetly have an affect on us,
cancer is not the only thing on the rise, so is autism and other diseases. You should check out plastics and how they decompose, especially people who microwave them. Besides being bombarded with electromagnetic waves daily, plastics are the biggest introduction to us in the last century.

its not really a monetary controlled cure. its more under the lines of too good to be true, but it is. There are people like rick Simpsons who face prosecution but still give away that oil for free.

Also your studies sound interesting, I would read them when you send them.

[Holly Mason]

By monetary control I look at it this way....how high would the population of the world be...if we cured everything. Plastics interest me as well. Thank you much ,truly interesting stuff

[Myenigma]

i see.... but... you will try your best to cure yourself!!!!! right? you woun't give up? You will try everything you learn and know about at any minute right? the monetary control is b/s its useless its what they want us to think and believe in! let them be surpisred/scared! Without excuses, no butts!! how will your work, enthusiasm, determination, spirit continue?we need to surpised this bastarrrds. this war is really about good and evil!! We need you to survive! and to win!!

[Riding the Rainbow]

this is was powerful and I liked to read about the fight between them...the big C is going to have its butt kicked!

[Holly Mason]

like your enthusiasm ...(bell) come out swingin'*)
thank you much

[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

That big question of why it exists is one that we can debate but never truly know. For me it is a reminder that evil exists... and why there is more cancer today then years ago is that the hman race is creating their own evils.
I have a couple friends who are survivors of cancer.

[Holly Mason]

Thank you fine rock and roll sir....maybe creating ...maybe genes...maybe God's choice...I think on this often I am not going to lay around and let it take over...*)*)*)*)

[Stella Armour]

i am here to help fight off those little nasties..in my thoughts and prayers now Holly...it tried it's wicked way with me also .. you have lots of support here...

[Holly Mason]

thank you Miss Stella....so many folks have to fight I am sorry to hear that you are one of them