Dementia

 

are you there?

what is it i fear?

if your presense was here

what words would you hear?

 

if your there

do you know i'm here?

if your there

don't you know i'm here?

 

day after day

i go through wondering

what it would be like together

what it would be like

for all my dreams to come true

for all my fears to shine through

 

i fear nothing more

than to see your face

i want nothing more

than to be at your place

so i could tell you that i love you

so i could tell you that i release you

why is it i can't hold on

is there something wrong going on

 

i can't sit here, and feel your heart enlarging when it belongs to another, why do you offer what you don't have? have you not been down this road before? have i not been down this road before? why can't i see the storm approaching, why can't i look away from the light at the end of my tunnel? is it so intoxicating? are you like a drug? if your all i ever want, than will you be the last thing i get? what don't you see, i need you. what don't you see get away from me. i've seen it before and i see it now, your only hope is to go away. only than may you be happy. only than will you be torn no more. why don't you see, how afraid i am. i don't know what to say to you, i don't know what to do, i just want to talk to you, i want to find a solution, i want to know you, i want you to know me, you refuse to talk, are you afraid of what you know will happen? do you avoid confrontation so you won't have to stray away?