Someone Who Can...

"I build walls to see who cares enough to break them down."

I am engulfed in sorrow
Never looking forward to tomorrow
Why can't I let you go?

It has been 6 months after 7....
The 16th would've been a year
I hold back the tears
Memories of us surround me
I want to fall to my knees
I should have never gave my heart to you
Because...you never gave it back.
My frozen heart continues to crack.
You have moved on
But I am still holding on
I try to run
Run away from my past
From our past
I meant nothing to you
But you meant everything to me
Yet I still continue to love you
Even though it is destroying me inside
Someone please rescue me
I'm dying slowly inside
Ricky, let go of me
Let go of my heart
I can no longer deal with the hurt
I need someone to pick me up from the dirt
Someone who can see my hurt
Someone who can love me
Someone who can understand me
Someone who won't bring me pain
Someone who won't leave me in the rain
Someone who CARES.
I guess you weren't meant for me..
But it doesn't feel that way
I pray to God that I will get over you
That I will be able to breath once more
I no longer want to love...
Just...To be loved
Is that selfish of me?
I just want to be free...
Free of you...

Author's Note

I'd really appreciate it if you wouldn't leave hateful reviews... Thanks..

Reviews

[Wolfwind]

That first step forward from a memory that one wishes had turned out differently is always the hardest. The roads seem to stretch on forever and the clouds never seem to part and let the sun shine through. I can relate to your words and have stood upon those cross roads many times.
As I look back, I realized that the saying, "Time heals all wounds" is simply not true. The healing comes from each foot we lift up and take a step forward with. As long as the feet keep moving, we keep learning. It is through that process that healing comes.

It's good to let the ink flow.

Aaron

[A. Amos]

A graceful and eloquent write, Bravo,