Forever Alone

So much I wanted to say

But so little that I could

Now I am a heartbreaker

Alone forever

 

There is no happily

Ever after

Left for me

In this life

 

There is no more

Smiles

For they have been

Replaced by tears

 

These tears

Rain down

Down

Down

 

Flooding my world

Deepening the feelings

Of being alone

Of being without

 

Forced to go

Each day

Believing I am

Worthless

 

Each day

Becomes a drag

Moving my life inch

By ever slow moving

 

Inch forward

Until they day

Dawns

Where I am

 

No longer empty

No longer alone

Even if that day

Resides in hell

 

It will be the day

I genuinely smile

For I have found

What I ruined

 

I found

Happiness

Eternal.