The LettingA Story by Paul Michelle''If I have ventured wrongly, very well, life then helps me with its penalty. But if I haven't ventured at all, who helps me then?" ~Kierkegaard Dinner was steamed summer vegetables with brown rice, flatbread and wine from an unlabeled bottle. We sat on the floor on a Balinese handwoven rug with pillows and herbs Without no electricity a pot belly stove and candles provided all the light we needed After we ate, we talked We finished the wine and a hookah was taken down from its place A shoe box of fine keefer A tin of home made bitter chocolates and strawberries from the garden The richness of it all filled us up Its decadence made us sleepy and warm He was a gracious and perfect host It may have been the comforts or maybe my foolish youth but when my friends were all asleep, I told him everything I told him how it how it had begun The flickering lights and slamming doors that went on for weeks I told him bout the filthy roadside toilet and the junkie I'd left there to die in strangers' piss and filth I told him about the vagrant and about how St Christopher had come to me in the night when i could not sleep for days I told him about the young witch who'd told me what I should do and how his advice had worked.... for awhile I told him everything in desperation, like a fool but I had no choice. I didn't what else to do. "It's the reason I left the city. it's why I'm on the road. I don't know what else to do, or even where I'm going" He listened quietly and when I finished he said "You're safe here inside my home inside these walls and inside our coven." He told me he couldn't intervene or tell me what to do He was sorry, he said, for whatever I was into. He said that we should go to sleep. That in the morning I'd meet his friends. It's the solstice, he said. We are planning a feast. I'd be honored if you and your friends would stay and attend. I waited until he'd fallen asleep then I woke my friends. We need to go, now We quietly gathered our things and went out to the van Driving along the dirt road through the dense redwoods toward the highway God rays from the moon shone and flickered through the high branches like sunlight Jill and Amy and Jeff were silent I asked Jill if she wanted me to drive No, she said. I'm fine None of them ever asked why we'd left like that in the middle of the night. Jeff and Amy and I slept in the back while Jill drove into the dawn © 2019 Paul MichelleAuthor's Note
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Added on February 6, 2019 Last Updated on February 6, 2019 AuthorPaul MichelleAboutOld. worn out jaded invaded & serrated. My compassion for others is so great I'm forced to pretend I hate everyone and don't care. But when they're not looking I sneak in and touch their face, creep.. more..Writing
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