An hour of time! Thinking is all I have...

An hour of thinking? what else can it be? thoughts that dwells inside me, just passing by, thats all...

This life I live, so sad to exist, so sad with bad things, but why do I always stand, after I've been beaten to the ground? Is there, a life after life? With rainbows and all that fluffy stuff? Perhaps? If there was, this life after life, I think it would be no different at all, just like this life, with my soul intact...

 

Its hard, even to go up, as the morning light gently knock your eyes out, when you know the day is like the next, even if things, seems to go away, and just slightly change, thoughts about your daily work, waves away every thought for yourself, friends go and come, and some will be forever by your side, hopefully, to the day when your next life awaits, but lets leave those sad thoughts for a while...

 

The sun is bright and full of shine, but do you get close it will burn you trough, not thee happiest thought, my mind is light, but my souls third piece, can't be found that easily, its in three parts you see, two are found, but the third is lost, and thats the piece to connect them all...

 

I'll tell you more another time, so this won't be all that fun, I'm boring, I know, its not my good side at all right now, food and water, we'll always need and spend, but there are those who are hungry, and how do we help? If you throw a bone, I'll go catch and run away, thats an thought I'm not even proud to write...

 

I'll run through fire, earth, wind and water, even love, if I have to, to make this life one to be proud of later on, but then I'll look back, trough love, water, wind, earth and fire, to try to find my weary reason for running at all, my thoughts are sad, like this life of mine, but my smile still exist, why? Do I wonder...

 

Perhaps because, this was just an hour of thinking, about it all and the time I'm still breathing, sleep well, goodnight, au revoir, goodbye, my next hour won't be the same, so I'll simply hope, you'll read it well."

Author's Note

Not a "best work ever", but it took its time, and comes straight from the heart...