I stayed in the cold and watched as time slowed down. I could see my breath in the fog, and I watched behind a willow tree with drooping leaves as everybody around me broke the rules. Outdoor chairs were being thrown and many cuss words were put in the open almost randomly. But I created this mess. I told everybody to stand out and protest against something unfair, but this was not protesting: this was chaos.
I cried as I stared at the monster I created. The monster I created. I let my tears run down cheeks and land on my red, bruised hands. The monster I created.