My Life By Sundays

So now I must continue and search for resolution. Using my inner strength and relying on others for guidance and direction into the light.

My Life by Sundays

 

 

March 31^st

 

The beginning �" or ending,

As the case may be made.

All my writings are completed

Safely out, down on paper.

And now that my journey,

Is starting all over again.

The voyage, the questioning,

The pursuit of the truth.

Wonder what I will be learning,

Now I am out of my head?

 

 

April 7, 14, 21, 28

 

A month of discoveries,

I try to reconnect.

In order to tell you - warn you.

The past is newly present,

Collection will be due.

You ignore my email contacts,

So I turn to the experts.

To help me examine,

I need know if I am crazy,

Or, just abused and damaged?

 

 

May 5, 12, 19, 26

 

By the end of this month's view,

Feeling so much better

In my skin, but not so my head.

But, it is only short-lived,

My soul needs the healing,

Fearful, angry - need to be heard.

No rest until I confess,

So I gather my strength,

To once again contact a church

Who dismissed me long ago.

 

 

June 2, 9, 16, 25, 30

 

Today things are different,

Safe Church has the insight.

Helps my inner child open up,

Bring the hidden to the light.

To work with those who care,

A blessing with healing its goal.

Understanding, compassion,

I can barely endure.

Guilt and self-blame, are still the rule.

Patterns need to be broken.

 

 

July 7, 14, 21, 28

 

Flashbacks to old memories,

My past actions, now haunting me.

Feeling abandoned and worthless,

Powerless and stigmatized,

Confused, isolated.

Fearful to trust, any one thing,

My memories or reasons,

I read like a textbook.

How could I have, overlooked these

Things, my whole life of Sundays?

July 21, 2013

 

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Reviews

[Renée]

overlooked or were they hidden for self preservation ? I think the latter Dear GW ... you keep going forward, but be kind to your self..you deserve kindness !
we shall keep reading & I will keep you in my prayers