How Very Touching

Some people don't understand

I don’t want to be touched.

 

People look at me funny when I shy away

from those relatives with their arms outstretched

or acquaintances that lean in to peck my cheek.

 

My body language screams,

“Stay away.”

“Leave me be”.

“Keep your body to yourself.”

 

Smile if you wish.

I will return a smile, I’m not a curmudgeon

but don’t invade my personal space.

If you do, my soul will curl up in a ball

roll under the couch, chair, table or retreat out the nearest door.

 

Can’t you feel it?

I can’t change it.

Reviews

[Ahmad Cox]

I know right. I was thinking the same thing. I wanted to give you a hug while reading it. I am actually the opposite. I am very huggy and naturally affectionate with my friends and the people I have close relationships with.

[DrD]

Expressionist poetry is always fun or with a special impact. This was delightful and as I read it, I wanted to hug you. But oh, I forgot . . . .

[EllenMichelle29]

I have felt like this, and still kind of do. This poem is written beautifully.

[kimmy]

You have hit the nail on the head with this for me. I am the same way and they look at me weird like I have done something wrong. It's not like I don't love my family and best friends, but we don't have to hug and kiss my check.
You roll under the couch, chair, table, that is me 100% as when they touch me I wish I was a turtle so I could retreat inside my own shell and no one could just hug me or kiss my check all the time.
Very good writing, this is going in my favorites:)

[Gray Witch]

Thanks Kimmy!

[not here]

I've felt like that before. Forever, it seemed. These days I might have outgrown my introversion. Marriage and parenthood may have done it. But I can still relate to the feelings of your poem. You describe them so well: "...my soul will curl up in a ball, roll under the couch..." etc.
Some people don't understand. I do.
Thanks for sharing, GW

[Gray Witch]

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