Wondering
What am I gonna do with all this love, lurking
warely through the closed windows of my heart? Where are these tears
coming from, while my mind has no thoughts of sadness? Why does it feel
I'm hiding things from myself? Stories I can't tell, buried too deep to
be revealed? Which are the messages floating in this thin air, trying
to talk to me, while my being is blocked in defense?
The sparkling love I brought from my home above, is hidden in a box made of fear, and
the tears are the watchers, protecting my soul from remenbering the
dark side of the world, when the secrets dress themselves as demons,
spreading messages of evil.
And with thousand questions flying
around my mind, endless answers arise and fade away. None of them
bringing peace or confort to my day.
6 September 2019