Escaping

numb, to my escape

Ive been in the valley wishing i was on the mountain top.

I know i'm not alone, i was never actually alone.

It seems just being up there would mean i just wasn't here anymore.

I wouldn't have to numb my pain, if i was up on top of the clouds. light and free

My sadness, balled up.

The feeling isn't even part of me anymore.

Disappearing, on that mountain top would be my escape.

Its better that way, escaping to the unknown.

At least there, i wouldn't have to worry about you being there. 

Maybe my courage to understand this, is my escape.