Death is something everybody tries to forget. Even when they try their hardest it's always lurking around the corner.For me, it's least of my worries because I can't die. I should be dead by now, but I guess I'm like a cat I got nine lives, probably even more.The doctors say its just pure luck. So I wonder if pure luck is getting shot in the head twice and still surviving even though one of the bullets went directly through my skull into my brain. Although I'm talking right now it's not like I'm in my sane mind. Me, Lillian Gray. I have lost all hopes on even recovering back my happy memories. When I first found out that I could not die, I felt so so invincible but for the past years it started to grow on me.Watching everyone I love die in accidents,robberies, homicides that I always am present in.