Love for wrongness

Life, it is a mystery they say

and oh, a mystery it is

16 years of being here in earth 

and it is already bewildering to me.

you get older and figure it out.

you get older and figure it out?

I would have to disagree

For I was an innocent little child 

with sinful dreams, mistaken for joy.

Those dreams came true to some extent, 

gave me more to regret rather than the joy 

taking away my dignity 

making me feel like a mere toy.

But like a toy i didnt feel

because I was the one with the sinful desires

I was the one who was in love with the idea

no commitment, only two being one with the mutual sinful desires.

Then came this b***h

oh, not the other girl for she was already there to begin with

the b***h is the damned emotions

that crushed the beauty of wrongful wishes

bringing morality, regrets and all the s**t senses

that stole the beauty of doing wrong

that grew the wish to do right

to keep good infront of fun

that made my non existent heart, exist.

Now it exists.

Well

existed,

for there is a whole different story

that brought me to the same place again.

I took a whole round

to end up in the same place

but I myself shouldnt be mistaken

because

same place it might be

but the time taken for me to get back

gave the place time to get better

or its that this place is similar to the one before

for whatever it is

i'm still confused

but a little less confused

sinful desires still persist

but being more careful.

I know the dos and donts now

So,I shall live a f*****g fun and fulfilled life from now.

Ciao.

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