who am i now?

He did it

Again and again

There is no stopping this beast

He will do whatever it takes to get what he wants

 

Again with the slap

And with the punch

I didn’t do as I was told

I made a noise, as it went in and hurt

 

Hand over mouth

Hand around neck

No moving or more pain

That is what I had to choose, when I couldn’t even think

 

Could I ask for help?

Could I trust anyone enough to tell?

Could there be anyone out there that would understand?

Out of everyone why me?

 

Why didn’t I get the memo?

You know the one

The one that said best friend get a knife

To stab in the back of the friends they know about most, to get what they want

 

Is it my fault?

Well it can’t be his

Where do I belong now then?

How could this happen

Again

And

Again

And

Again

 

Is it true what he said?

It must be, as he is my friend

My best friend in fact

Much be, as he knows me better than most

Worthless

Toy

I must be

 

I am the worthless toy one, you can do what you want with

I am the useless one, when no one is around

I am the one with no life now

 

WHO AM I NOW?

Reviews

[Dalebear]

This is so sad and takes my breath away

[Julie Beth]

this is really sad i wouldnt know what to do if my best friend did that to me great write

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I'm speachless... To have it be a best friend who would take away the inner life, only for his own personal want, is terrible.
Who are you... The survivor. The one who has to continue walking forward. It's they only way to prove to oneself that you are more than what they have made you feel to be.
I know...

Hugs! - Ash

[mamabear]

WOW So powerful. You really know how to write, I look forward to seeing more of your work. Keep it up!

Mamabear xxxxxxx