why??

                          

    

                Your gone…. Your all gone. In a blink of an eye my life will never be the same. Mom your gone never to come back you left me because you couldn’t take it anymore. Stefie, you tried to stay but we all knew that your body would give befor your mind. You were so young you didn’t want to go. You didn’t get to live yet why? Grandpa, you were so tierd of fighting with your heart. You lived your entire life you got married you had kids, you saw all your grandbabys, you even got to see your first great grandchild. You were ready and you slowly sliped away from us and back home. But why? I ask myself in a selfish way do I have to loose all of you. You all went in different ways. You all lived way different ways. Did this happen just to show me how this world is? The different Ways of life? The way were you don’t want to live anymore so you give up? Or the way were your not ready to go because you haven’t even been able to live yet? Or the way were you have lived your life and now you are ready to go? Why to such a young person do I have to grow up and see  the world in so many different aspects? Why did I never get be a kid? Did I do something to deserve this or is this suppose to help me in the end? Will I ever get an answer to any of these questions?