Unfixable

She closes her eyes

wishing she could do the same

 within her mind's eye

shut out what was seen

and what flashes by

guilt and shame

unbidden and forlorn

fill her mouth

bitter and foul

guilt for feeling as she does

shame for what she has become

wishing for what was lost

that for just a shortwhile was found

Hating herself more and more

with each passing day

tearing out her heart

as she feels things slip away

what does it matter

why should anyone care

when she can't care for herself

fix what has gone so wrong

Author's Note

I thought I posted this earlier but it has since disappeared... anyway I hope you enjoy~