Just Me

Sad, angry, hurt but getting stronger moment by moment~

I am no angel~

I am not evil~

I am a b***h in my moments~

I am a woman in my prime~

I put love first in every single way~

I treasure those I love

no matter what they say~

I never set out to hurt

those I let into my heart~

I strive for their happiness

even when it hurts

I don't ask for anything

but honesty and love.

I don't have to be first

hell, I have been last~

but its nice to know I matter

and that I am needed.

What is it about me

that makes them all do the same

seek solace with another

and make me take the blame.

I am tired, 

my heart is heavy

and my soul is in shreds.

But in the end all I want

is for their happiness.

and as far as me?  

f**k it,

I am just me

I should have just left it at that.