Whatever You Want To Call It

This is the start of a journey

Into something new

For this is something

That I love to do

I'm concentrating hard

On what to write

Maybe it would help

If I could get a little insight

Or maybe I'm just too blind

To realize that I can mprove

But honestly

I don't have to prove myself to anyone

It's hard for me to think

But if I don't think

The I won't make any sense

I need to expand my variety

And learn how to blend

I can't talk about

The same thing all the time

Because it gets played out

And never amounts to a dime

I'm not here to please anybody

I only like to please myself

So your comments are welcome

Into the pitfalls of hell

People say that you got to be critiqued

In order to better

So if that's what you are here to do

Then you are better off putting this through a shredder

But hey if it's gonna make me richer

Then I'm all for it

And if not

I'll try my best to ignore it

For this poem I don't really have a title

But I'm sure I'll think of something

Because I always doI could be having writer's block

But so what it's nothing new

Same old stuff

Brand new day

It never makes a difference anyway

I'm not sure what else to say

But if I don't write it down

This feeling will never go away

I know I'm usually better than this

But right now I can't think straight

Who knows maybe I'll get inspired

By another poem of which I can relate

Hell I'm always inspired

By somebody else

The only difference is that I do this for fun

And not for wealth

Not to mention I can sharpen my skills

If I continue to practice

For I am an amateur

with little to no experience

If you count middle school

That's the only time I ever learned about poetry

But I never really payed attention

To what was presented to me

And yet I am a high school graduate

Which makes my excuse very elaborate

Right now

I'm watching tv

It's two in the morning

And in my bed

Is where I should be

I'm tired

So I'm going to sleep

Good night

And Sweet dreams