Note To Self

And now you know,
That I am cold.
Take a break now.

And now, I'm found.
Take a break now.
I don't know, I don't know.

Without ever letting go, I already knew you'd fall.
I knew you'd gone astray.
Stranded here in this cold, lost atmosphere.

I'm waiting for the lifeless words to come from your mouth,
Enduring every sound.
Under the weight of all these eyes, I crumble.

Take me out now,
I've dropped the mast down.
So just take me out.

I lay without any understanding.
I don't know why I feel this way.
Lay down girl, and sink my world.
I know why I can't see your face.

As the door left open,
From your leave.
We see you try to shout.
You thought the price of your life was devout,
That's almost something you can't live without.
Was this what is best for us?

Just let it show,
Block out your misery,
I'll bring you far,
Wait for the call.
We'll all go for it.

I would still be ashamed,
To let the weight of the world,
Rest on your shoulders,
I'll fight until the war is over.

I don't believe the lies,
No I don't believe these lies.
It's staged for you,
And the war is over.

I am, cold
I am, found.
Take me out now,
Leave me stranded in the cold.
I'm as good as dead already,
So there's no point in wasting your time on me.