Is it Real ?

I would love to change my life forever.

To make myself feel better.

To humm a different tune.

To turn the tide like the moon.

I would love to, but is it real?

All these feelings that I feel.

Or are they figments of my imagination.

Am I living in a world of hallucination?

How can I know what is real, what is true.

This world seems so hard, so blue.

Like seeing the world from underwater.

Trying to reach out,but why bother.

I feel like I just can't keep on giving

Just going through life, mechanically living.

Going through the motions, & doing whats right.

Trying to find the will to not give up the fight.

Feeling like my heads full of cotton.

Not wanting to, but just feeling so rotten.

Trying to pretend to the world that I'm doing fine.

Knowing my facade will crack, just given time.

This world just doesn't feel real.

All these feelings I feel.

Am I living in a world of hallucination?

Feeling like I want to recede into my imagination.

© 2008 Yemaya

 

 

Reviews

[Phil Sanders]

Beautifully written.....

[DiamondNRough AKA Patty..]

Awsome...And So Real a survivor experiences all these feelings.

Safe Hugs
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