Intense, intense the word is bouncing around in my brain.
Making itself the reflection of my pain.
I just want to scream, & make it stop.
It invades every fiber of my being, overflowing until I pop.
Its taken away a life that I can't spare.
Making you want to just rip out your hair.
This pain, this pain that is in no way fun.
Just want to make it all go numb.
.
Its throbs are the background music to my life.
I try to make it go away with Rife.
Electromagnatizing my condition.
Killing all the spirochetes is my mission.
.
Please don't say, but you don't look sick.
Because you won't know until you are bitten by a Tick.
Why would I lie about being sick, there is nothing to gain.
I'm barley living this life, in a fog of pain.
Inaccurate Tests that are never sure.
ABX, Alternative Treatments, looking for a cure.
Trying anything to get your Health back.
So you can live again & get on track.
Their is more to this all then what it seems.
It messes with my head & invades my dreams.
I can't deal with this Life of Lyme.
What they're doing to us all is a Crime.
The Government, Insurance Companies, & IDSA.
Allowing us to rot & decay.
We need to make them look at us & see.
Make them pay, & break open their conspiracy.