Smile concealing things

A sudden urge to write something...

The world look so upset today
when you don't get what you actually want
the taunted hurts u more
Those pitty eyes screening towards you
more haunted they are than the rest

Life is not so easy
but still I try to be the best
My mini me arouse and asked:-
'Did I? '
I consoling myself and said:-
'I'll try much harder next time'
promising myself never to be the one again

How could someone deny for it
when it comes to final result
Afterall this is the base
people judge you on
Reviews are given back on you
but you can't help to those people
Who stabs back on you

Life is so much more than I expect
When its come to share my problem
I can't even find one
to whom I could share
People find me to be a carefree
They don't know the fire burning inside me
steadily leading me to the land of isolation

Ever since I tried to recover
made me one of the jolliest person
who can smile even on bad happening
Surrounded by loads of people
yet so lonely
Not even one to know
"My smile can conceal
many things inside me... "