"But i do care, i really do. (me: yes, you do dont you, but thats just another feeble restriction)

A reply by an imbecilic girl to rahiim, in his writing; " im so tired."

[3:02:31 PM] Bianka: Wow..that's deep, wether you believe me or not, i use to feel the same way, i use to hate the world. I can sort of relate to how you feel. In the end the only reason i said/felt those things is because i was alone, in this world and i felt like an outcast.But i've changed so much , and the reason is because i found God, i know to you it may seem silly, but he changed my life, and it was all thanks to my mother, because if it wasn't for her i wouldn't of known God as much as i do now. I use to always want to be alone, and honestly i still do, because most people just don't see the way i see things. They all think alike to me, because they want to clone eachother, but i choose to be different, which is why i stand alone, but i am not completely lonely i have God, and i have my mother. I had always wished to go to some place where it was just me, and nature alone. I thought that it was a very selfish way of thinking, but i was really depressed back then, i'm still recovering. I'm tired of everything also, but i still fight, because i'm here to do Gods work, and i enjoy doing it, because he brings me happiness. I've met so many people like you in the world, and i'm rather highy upset because i've never once changed someones life, though i have tried to reason with them. But just because i don't see a change doesn't mean their isn't or change or can be a change. I believe anyone can change if they want to, even you. You have a gift from God, you should realize that and put it to good use. You're most likely confused yourself. As seeing that you haven't found one good use for yourself. You have more potential than anyone i have ever met. xD You can enjoy life if you wanted to, you choose not to. No ones stopping you but yourself. If you're so tired of seeing things the way they are then make a change, don't have suicidal thoughts, i believe anyone who commits suicide is weak minded. Back then as i said before i had the same thoughts, i was very weak minded, but i'm developing more and more everyday. So don't give up, you're here for a reason and you're important to people, i may not know you well but you are important to me also. : )))
[9/14/2013 1:15:35 PM] dawud yusuf ali ruhollah mustavi Muhammad khomeini David shaneyfelt : f**k this b***h in her a*s
[9/14/2013 1:15:35 PM] dawud yusuf ali ruhollah mustavi Muhammad khomeini David shaneyfelt : dude
[9/14/2013 1:15:46 PM] dawud yusuf ali ruhollah mustavi Muhammad khomeini David shaneyfelt : show her why she is completely incorrect