Im so Tired

 im tired of the sight, im tired of the sound, im tired of the people that i have to live around, im tired of this polluted sky, im tired of this poluted ground, im tired of every last ounce and pound; right down to every hexameter and atom compound of molecules.  Its profoundly not profound, i wish i would just drown cause im drowning, i wish i was never born cause' since i was; i've found' not a single use for myself. but i did get to fight myself for 18 rounds, 18 years of living in this pathetic town', surrounded by idiots, more alone than if i was dropped off in Antarctica and never found, i'd be a much warmer person there, i hate any given noun, you name it, i hate it, everything on this "earth" dirt mound; especially every single  human being, and especially now.