Realization

People change as days past by. These changes may be positive or negative depending upon their past and struggle.

Calm down and close your eyes.

Numb your senses and take a deep breath.

The deepest you can think and while you let the air go out, let all your thoughts flow out like water from a dam.

Then think,

Think harder about your past.

Think and ask yourself some questions!

Where am I now? Where do I belong? Who was I before? And do you regret something? What do you wanna change?

I am at the present. I belong in this present. I was a man crying over the past and that is what I regret the most. But if I make a list of my regrets over this life, it won't stop. It will stack on and on. And I want to change the negative vibes and natural power surrounding me.

When I close my eyes, I think... Think harder about those days which I prefer to call fruitful days even if they were dark. It taught me to change and live for myself rather than the past. If I'm in front of a mirror, I could see a person without any texture or colour. Its like a horror movie where that colourless me wants to gobble me up and fill me up with regrets. But I know I'm not him, I'm not the weak person that it knew before. I've realized that this creature is filled with small tensions and regrets that I would have had cried over time to time in the past. 

Author's Note

People change as days past by. These changes may be positive or negative depending upon their past and struggle.