Ultimate Betrayal

for Sandi, may she forgive herself one day

dear god

I loved him (hate him)

I miss him (despise him)

I trusted him

with a treasure

more valuable than life.

I trusted him

with my children.

I trusted him!

 

He violated my trust

---in ways so hurtful,

so hard . . .

dear god,

I loved him.

I can never forgive him,

never trust him, again.

 

Right now,

I can't trust anyone;

----not anyone----

with my children.

 

oh, god,

why my children?

I could forgive another woman;

I'd be hurt,

but I could forgive.

 

He took away my security

when he stole

my children's innocence.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

All pedophiles should be summarily executed. The damage they do is incalcuable.

Reviews

[raining]

i understand this poem, how horrible, i know. i like your writing style, the honesty of telling things the way they are.

[watch_the_world]

amazing, i love this xD great read xD

[Bubo]

I agree..........and all other forms of abuse, I have a friend who went through this situation with a baby sitter, it took years for her to come to terms with it........you have written such an emotional sad piece, and of course, for this mother it is too late to protect her children from the damage.

[NoneOfYourBusiness akaK..]

your poem is a serrated scream letting blood~ your author's not echoes my own thoughts~ these THINGS are not even human~ they are monsters in human masks~